Frustrating feelings

Nothing fancy for the title today.  I swear, the most frustrating thing has to be when feelings suddenly weigh you down, and you have no clue why the fuck they're there.  It might be okay for happiness.  You'll get a few looks from people, some "Why the hell are you so happy today?", but they're all okay with it.  Getting upset, however, is another story.

"Why are you so mad?"
"How the hell am I supposed to know?!"
"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

"Why are you crying?  You need to tell us!  If you don't tell us why you're sad, we won't know!  We're not mind-readers, y'know.  We don't know why you're upset."
"I don't know either."
"Then you have a problem."

Yup.  And it's honestly frustrating.  I want to know why the hell things are the way they are just as much as anyone else does.  I honestly don't want to feel upset, don't want to be pissed, but welp.  It just seems like it's my fault.

Like "You don't know why you feel like this? WHY DON'T YOU KNOW?".

I'm tired of dealing with both of them, the feelings and the reactions of the people around me to those goddamn things.  Just fuck it all.

::EDIT::
Y'know what's just as annoying as fucking feelings?  Myself.
I fucking cry when I get mad.  I have no clue why, but fuck.
And so I get mad at myself for crying.  And y'know what happens?
I CRY SOME MORE.
Godfuckingdammit.
Just fuck it all.