Thanksgiving

Happy Turkey Day to all of the Americans that read my blog.  (I gotta learn when Thanksgiving is for other countries too...)

I don't know if anyone noticed, but I don't necessarily do things like tagging people in tweets or status updates or whatever that I'm thankful for.  I don't because I'm most likely going to forget some people.  And I know how it feels to be forgotten.  It hurts.  A lot.

However, I think I'm going to do something afterall.  I need to show that I'm thankful for those in my life.  So, I'm going to try my best to write them here, and if I forget any, I'll add them on later and hopefully they won't be too mad ;w; And to those, if I forget, then I'm really really sorry.

I'm thankful for my family, who has raised me all these years.  They made a few mistakes, but hey, we're all human.  I'm still alive and I'm still breathing, right?  So they're doing it fine.  I'm properly fed and I'm living under a roof.  This year, they even allowed me to help cook a turkey, which is a first for this family.  Ahahaha we'll see how my family's first turkey turns out later on.

I'm thankful for mommy, who gave birth to me.

For daddy, who works his ass off so that I can have food, shelter, electricity, and everything else I need.

For my aunt, who helped me with the turkey and helped me with a lot of other things that I can try naming, but will inevitably fail.  Homework, career goal, clothes, food, hair... Basically, taking care of my needs when mom and dad don't feel like it.

For my grandparents, who try their best to take care of me, albeit their methods being a bit old-fashioned.  To grandma, who cooks really nice meals and bathed me when I was just born.  To my grandpa, who insists on me having good grades and gets really mad when I don't take care of myself.

To my uncle, who brought over chicken just in case I screw up the turkey and let me help out in his store when he had a store, which taught me a lot.  He also took me out to places to eat, since he knows I don't normally go out.

To my other uncle, who is stuck out there in Utah, but still loves us anyways <3 And treats me like I was his own daughter.

To all of my other relatives out there, since there are too many to name.  Some are stricter than others about how I am, but they all still care about me (well, most of them).

I'm thankful for my friends, even those aren't that nice to me or were outright mean to me, because they made me who I am.  I learned from those that decided they didn't want to be my friend anymore, and those that stuck with me.  To any of them who are reading this, Thank you for putting up with me <3 I love you all.  To those that are still here with me, let's make some more memories together, kay?

I'm thankful for Katherine D./KD/Kat, who is no longer in the same school as me, but has stuck by me since 1st grade.  I'm sure I was really embarrassing to be with at times, and that I wasn't the best friend, but you were still there will me.  You taught me a lot.  About life, about behaviors.  You were always one step ahead of me in the maturing process.  But in a way, that helped, since I had a model.  You always believed in me, though, and for that, thank you.  You also dragged me into the world of Vocaloid, which you might regret at the moment, but it helped me meet people that I wouldn't have met otherwise.

For Sean'nell S./SS/Iggy, who... hasn't been in the same school as me, but we still keep in touch.  You dragged me into many worlds, including anime in general, Hetalia, and now you're trying to drag me into Kpop.  You encouraged me to draw, to write, to sing.

For Jocelyn O./Joss, who, while we aren't that close anymore, used to hang with me and make Chinese class fun.  I still kind of wish to keep in touch every once in a while.

For Rachel P./Rach/Rachie.  We met in 6th grade, I think.  You're one of the closer people to me at the moment, y'know that?  Birthday buddies <3 I really have to learn how you keep smiling, how you're nice and happy all the time... That would be useful to me.  Doodling together in 6th grade, talking in homeroom in 8th...

For Andrew C./Andy/AMC. You're special to me, y'know that?  I wish we had some classes together this year... We haven't had a class together since 7th grade... Ohwell. Eventually, yeah?  We haven't been talking as much lately... But it's okay, because I know you're still there.  Sorry I hug you so much even though you're uncomfortable with it.

For Narissa H./Nari.  I love you, Nari~ <3 Thank you for taking care of me these past few years.  You really are like an older sister to me.  I'm sorry I can't do much in return for you at the moment.  However, we'll eventually get to hang together more, yea? Eventually.  Thanks for letting me hang at your place from time to time.  Tell Rita I love her, too, kay?

For Katelan S./Kate/Kaze.  The dino to my kitty.  We need to hang together more, too.  Thanks for putting up with my antics.  Thanks for letting me hang at your place so often.  T'was fun.  We'll eventually hang more in the future.

For Jason T./Tiranii.  I'm sorry I wasn't able to help you recently.  Thanks for helping me and Kate in that project last year.  We'll talk more soon.

For Jannah M./Chrome/Kuromi.  Even though we haven't met in person, I still love you.  You're really awesome, y'know that?  I'll RP again someday, just for you guys <3
For Sapphire H./Amara/Ammy.  Thank you for taking care of me in my beginning days of RPing.

For the singer/utaite community in general.  I learned a lot of things in this community, and not just about music.  Somehow, I think the community has opened my eyes and helped me adjust to having feelings and emotions, to certain aspects of relationships and people in general that I hadn't known or thought about before.  And to those in the community, even though I haven't met you in person yet, I can still see your heart, and that's enough for me <3

For KPC, which is my first chorus.  Currently, it's also the only chorus I'm in that's active and has a debut out.  I sometimes goof up and call it "my" chorus, even though I know it's Nanamidaddy's and Abbyjiejie's.  But in my heart, it's "my" chorus.  Hopefully, we'll be able to release some more stuff soon.

For Abby, who found me and dragged me into KPC.  Absjiejie, please be safe and don't push yourself too hard!  Even though you're not singing anymore, you're still here with me and the rest of KPC.

For Nanami, who is going through some situations at the moment.  Someday, the sun will shine again, daddy.  Until then, I'm here for you.

For Leelee, who has stuck with me for a really long time.  Twinny, thanks for putting up with some of the shit I do ;w; I've ranted to you a few times, I've talked to you when my paranoia was acting up, when my self-esteem was really down, when I needed to spazz because of Korilive.  Your covers and your voice and your face and heck, I'mma just put down all of you, because you're beautiful, y'know that?  I'm honored to call you my twin.

For Kori, who I also met pretty early on.  You're also one of the closer people to me at the moment.  Thanks for putting up with my shit and being there for me when I'm not feeling all that well.

Also, a special section for Kori's voice.  I listen to some of his covers, and it helps me when I'm down.  Ahaha~

For Kenta, who... was one of the first people I talked to on Twitter, I think.  oAo  I really look up to you, and although it's difficult for us to talk, which I think I might cover in another blogpost, you're a cool guy. And like I said, I really look up to you a lot.  I love your translyrics, too, and I listen to some of your covers as well when I'm feeling down.

For Nami, who I really want to meet.  Our locations are so close! ;A; You're one of the first people in the community to see my face. I have a lot of fun being in call with you, scripting with you, spazzing about docs with you.

For Ota, who, while is a jerkface sometimes, is nice when he needs to be.  Helping me with my paranoia and the bad feelings and stuff, and dragging me into the super call, where I met a lot of people, like Pichu.

For Gemini, who I also listen to when I'm not feeling well.

For Karin, who I've ranted and spazzed to a few times.  Let's push Ota off a cliff, yeah? <3

For Lollia, who remembered me when tweeting about people they're thankful for... I was just like... holyshit. I actually started crying.  You're going through some shit as well, aren't you... Someday, the sun will shine again.  Maybe you'll return to the mofos, then?  We miss you, y'know.

For Cherri, who encouraged me to continue singing and writing and drawing and all that other stuff.

For both of my other selves, Zumi and Pichu.  You both are amazing artists and asdkflsjks let me have your skills ;w;
For Carmen and Tune, both of whom I met extremely early on.  I don't know about Tune, but knowing that Carmen still remembers me makes me really happy.

For those that I have met only recently.  If you're willing to continue putting up with my shit, then I'm sure we'll have a lot of wonderful memories together <3

To anyone that I did not put here.  Just because you're not here doesn't mean that I don't love you and/or I'm not thankful for your presence in my life.  Just know that I'm thankful for you.  Thank you for putting some of your time and effort into making a dent in my life.  Everyone makes me who I am, and I love you all for it.