Normalcy

I'm...pretty sure that's a word?  Ohwell ahahah~ If it isn't, then I have just invented it.

     Lately, I've been more upset than usual for whatever reason.  And slowly, things have been changing.  There's this stupid feeling that makes me want to cry even though I don't know why it's there or why I would want to cry.  I'm eating less and less.  Sometimes, just looking at food makes me feel sick.  And eventually, after a while of eating very little, I suddenly snap and binge.  I'm actually not sure if it's considered a binge when to other people it might not seem much.  I don't eat much normally, so a lot of things feel like a lot to me.  I don't think I'm making much sense in this.
     However, what's worrying me is that these things have been gradually becoming more and more normal to me.  I suppose at this point, it's just like "What's normal?"  Ahaha~

I'm really sorry for not making much sense in this post.  I don't feel very coherent myself at the moment, nor do my thoughts make much sense to myself.