My day in a nutshell:

"Why am I even at school why am I alive what is going on fuck this shit fuck me ugh I'm dumb this is dumb why am I here."

"...Oh? ....OHH? I'M DOING PRODUCTIVE THING? and with friend too and we're laughing oh this is nice?"

"ohwait. made myself sad again. oops."

...except it spanned 15 hours so it wasn't really as spontaneous as this seems.