Apathy

Well, it happened.

A good portion of my emotions suddenly shut off.

...Okay, that's not really what happened.  But it might as well have.  I think it's more like I've lost touch of other people.  I can't really feel other people's emotions as well as I normally do.  And that means a good portion of the emotions in me aren't working like they normally do.

This should be a good thing, right?  I mean, I did say that I wanted to feel nothing.  And I guess this is about as close to it as I can get.

I guess, but... Idk.  It's unnerving me.  Plus, things were finally going back to normal.  I've been feeling better, happier, and I've been hanging out with more people.  And then suddenly this.

I also wanted to add that the lack of emotions also means I have trouble understanding whether I'm upsetting or weirding out other people.  And that's pretty bad.