It Is Halloween

And I am sitting in my room, studying, like a loser.
     No, seriously.  Everyone is uploading something or doing something and I am just studying and doing homework.  What a nerd.  Mood's... pretty droopy today.  Which is sad, because my mood was pretty good yesterday.  Maybe my mood will be better after October's over... October was just one big roller-coaster in the long run, anyways.
     To be honest, I don't know what to say at the moment.  I have a lot of feelings, but not enough words to put them into.  I guess it's a good thing I'm not writing a fic or anything for Halloween...  I said I'd put my feelings in here, though, so yeah. Here they are.  Ahaha... orz.  I'm sorry for not being interesting.

I don't really know what to put here...

     So, this is the first post and whatnot.  I think I'm supposed to say something important here, but I'm not sure.  I can't really rely on reading Eva's adventures to make myself feel better, especially now that her Twitter's gone poof.  I'm just hoping that Eva was right when she said that making a blog helps with feelings.
     To be honest, I was hesitant on getting a blog.  I still am.  I feel... kind of naked putting my feelings up like this... However, I'm just going to trust in Eva.  I'm not confident in showing my feelings like she is, and I'm not interesting like she is.  I'm just going to have to hope that noone stumbles upon this thing or anything like that, because that would be just plain stupid and I'd freak out and gah.
   Yeah. I'm making a fool of myself on the first blogpost already.  Ohwell... I said I'd do this, and that I'd try to be more honest, so I'm just going to have to try my best.  That's all there is to it, right?  So yeah.